I'm Thankful For...{day 2}

Today I am thankful for a vehicle that works well enough to get us 1000 miles.  A vehicle that will fit our whole family.  When we brought the Little Misses home, we didn't have room for them.  We took a trip for Thanksgiving, and had to take 2 vehicles. 
Today we are on our way to Arizona to the wedding of Gorgeous Graduate, soon to be a Mrs. Pin It

I'm Thankful For...{day 1}

Today I'm thankful that my mom taught me how to sew.  I made 5 Halloween costumes last month.  Today I am finishing up 4 flower girl dresses.  

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Down in the Dumps

    Today I am in quite the mood.
    I haven't felt this way for so so long. 
    I do suffer from depression, but medication has helped me keep it at bay for the past one and a half years.
    So why is it that today I can feel so awful?
    I know it is the adversary.  But why can't I shake it.  I  know I'm loved and of worth.  I know I'm watched over from on high.  Why can I not shake this? 
    I know we all have trials.  We have several right now that I won't go into right now.  That usually doesn't have this profound of an effect on me. 
    After feeling this way yesterday, I decided that I would get busy.  I got  up and read scriptures, went running, cleaned the kitchen, and had a dentist appointment.  I just finished resizing a pattern for Little Miss E.  My husband loves me and is oh so kind and helpful.  I have an amazing family. 
    So what is the deal? 
I am going to keep on keeping on.  I just thought that I  would try sharing this and see if getting it out there helps me at all. 
    Love you all, and enjoy the rest of your Monday.
    Speaking of Monday, for Family Home Evening, we are watching Bill Nye teach us about fire safety.  It's gonna be great.  Then we will go over where to meet in case of a fire, and what to do.

    Treats?  I think just the chocolate cookies we started yesterday and never baked.  Maybe add some ice cream.  Pin It

My Patriarchial Blessing

    So today I was on pinterest and came across a pin about studying our Patriarchial Blessings.  I have been reading in the Book of Mormon about when Nephi was trying to explain to Laman and Lemuel about what their dad said concerning the "natural branches of the olive-tree".  I thought that I needed to study my patriarchial blessing and see what help and comfort it can give me today, since I have felt like I am failing at a few things. (One being how to parent our kids.)
    So this website was saying that we should copy our blessings and then highlight in different colors the different aspects of our blessing.  Well, there were things on their list that weren't in my blessing.  So I went to lds.org and found a lesson given to young women about Patriarchal Blessings.  There are three aspects that every blessing has: "a patriarchal blessing always confers promises upon us, becomes a warning against failure in life, and a means of guidance in attaining the blessings of the Lord."
    I grabbed my colored pens and clear ruler, found my patriarchal blessing (where did I have it last?), and went to the printer.
    After reading and re-reading my blessing, underlining, and re-reading, I think I now know where I need to focus my energies.
    Now off to read my scriptures some more. Pin It

Teaching Nursery

     Sir Spoil-Her-Highness and I have been called to work in the nursery with the 3 year olds who will be Sunbeams next year.  This is NOT one of my choice callings.  But it is Sir's= dream calling.  Today we were talking about it, and he wonders why.  Especially because I LOVE kids.  And kids love me.  I am not sure why I didn't like the idea.  (Now I do, just so you all know) 
     So, here are a few things.  You are totally disconnected from the rest of the ward.  You see adults when the kids are dropped off, and sometimes when they are picked up.  (The older siblings will usually pick them up, which is a good thing.)  I also feel like I don't grow spiritually in Nursery or Junior Primary unless I go completely out of my way to do so. 
     Well, I didn't like this attitude, so I have changed it.  Luckily it didn't take me more that half a day. 
I reminded myself that I love children.  I also want them to love primary, and that starts in nursery.  All of our children have hated going to church except Little Miss E.  So I am making it my mission to help these little ones to look forward to going to church.  I became so excited to get the calling, that I started making plans for what I would do to make it fun.  Play dough being one of them.
     As a mom, you want to know your children are doing okay in nursery and are being taken care of by someone who loves them.  Today I was holding one of the girls in our class.  And after that I ended up with three others who would come to me and have me hold them.  There is also one in our class who doesn't want mom or dad to leave.  So today we had her help pass out crayons and papers, and paper towels for snack.  Hopefully this will help her feel better about being left. 
     The other thing I need to focus on is keeping myself spiritually moving forward. 
     Today as I was preparing next week's lesson, there was a link to the Teaching, No Greater Call manual.  I read a few things that helped me realize that if I want to teach these children that Heavenly Father loves them and that they are His and He has given them many blessings, then I need to know these things for myself.  “Seek not to declare my word, but first seek to obtain my word, and then shall your tongue be loosed; then, if you desire, you shall have my Spirit and my word, yea, the power of God unto the convincing of men”  D&C 11:21
     I also am making sure I read the lesson and scriptures for the next week's Sunday School and Relief Society lessons.  Plus I am still reading the Book of Mormon on my own.  This way I am not being stagnant. Pin It